I know I have two problems and there are really three I have, but I don't accept the third one. First, speaking English is much more simple or me than speaking Russian. That is, I'd say, I'd tell more if it's in English. I'm more frank and, well,I'm less secretive, less paranoid. I know that's silly, but that's how it is. Second, I 'm afraid of stuff. I suspect I have too low oppinion of myself, but... well, that's how it is. I get seriously depressed and stuck in one place.